First, I bought a bike…
First, I bought a bike…

On a Sunday in 2019 I lost my husband. My life just felt apart on that day. I remember that I kept asking myself “What am I going to do? And my four kids? Why?” and then someone came to me and said, “Don’t question it, instead, ask yourself, for what?”. On that moment I did not understand very well but, today, I know exactly the answer: for getting up again and make something out of your life.
So, first, instead of going directly to psychotherapy, I bought a bike! Sports always made a part of my life and I always wanted to have a good road bike, so why not?!
Many adventures and new people came into my life, that today are very good friends… but somehow, something was missing… the “building” part was missing.
The pandemic came and like everyone, everywhere, I had to stay home for many months. I started thinking that this event was bad, but I had to find the good part of it, because in every bad thing, there’s a (hidden) good thing. One day, in September 2020, I woke up thinking about my grandfather and my happy afternoons at my grandparent’s house, watching him painting, wondering why I did not pursuit my dream, which was to be a painter, an artist. That thought stayed in my mind and on that afternoon I bought my first set of Aquarela paints.


Yes, I’m self-taught emergent artist from Covid, but if there’s one thing I know is that one can have as many beginnings as one needs or wants. I found myself feeling and looking at things in a more profound way, opening all my senses to look between the lines of life. Ultimately, there are no boundaries for the human mind if we let ourselves be taken by our creativity. I felt my art could not stay forever in silence.
I started with watercolor, changing very quickly to oil and recently to acrylic. For each one of these mediums, I find a different journey and way to express myself. Watercolor offers me refuge from my stress and problems, somehow the water and the paint take me on a relaxing dance. Oil is my medium for landscapes and skies because of its majestic texture. I use acrylic and its techniques to define my many layers of deep feelings and emotions through abstract painting. In each one of these mediums, color takes a very important role because defines my state of spirit.


I’m hoping the viewer can feel all the layers of feelings and emotions not only through design and value, but also through color and texture … layers of dramatism, happiness, hope, grief, celebration, resilience, clarity, darkness, love, memories, dreams and visions…
“Layers” was the name of my first exhibition that took place this month, and it was a success. My dream came true. I know I have a lot to learn and to discover as an artist, but that is the amazing part. Getting out of our comfort zone is when all things happen.
Layers are what we are made of. They are what defines our lives, like thousands of photographs pilled up inside of us.








